AshS True Religion

I Am

2006-11-17T15:05:00.000+08:00

I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

bebe

2006-11-17T13:42:00.000+08:00

New ad campaigns featuring Mischa Barton from "Bebe"

Nypal

2006-11-16T16:51:00.000+08:00

Been rather busy the past week...took time to help Edna design this poster for her sch...first time doing this,not an excellent piece of work but considering that its my "virgin" piece...is enough to put a smile on my face!

Goofing & Spoofing

2006-10-24T21:13:00.000+08:00

In Hilary Duff's "Come Clean" mode...Wash away my sanity...
Watched tons of brainless chick flicks the past few days...you name it,I've watched it...The Perfect Man,Mean Girls,Just My Luck...starring two major chick flick queens,Hilary Duff & Lindsay Lohan...Feuds/Drama?!Rented new flicks...will wait for my fellow bitchface to watch it with me :)

Pretty exhausted and lethargic...bought pills that the pharmacist recommended,hope it'll help...low blood and the past few days,I felt my heart pulsating and feeling faint and anaemic,maybe its the excess caffeine daily but damn I just can't let myself down by not having my daily 2 dose of caffe mocha :p

Got my issue of Vogue UK...Mischa.Interview really cool and shoots subtle and pretty.Mischa look really like an english rose in those pictures,far cry from her all american O.C Marissa Cooper...
The goofing and spoofing continues...me and my fellow bitchface having a whale of a time watching shows,teasing and leading our so-called dysfunctional lives.I'm really sorry Darius...dear friend that I did not tell you bout *you-know-what-it-is* Not that I've forgotten bout' you,just busy...and please do not tag my box regarding that lol! Oh and notice K.S's Hello Kitty mum-sy nightie lol!

Scram Negativity

2006-10-22T22:50:00.001+08:00

After what seems forever...Im back to blogging.Tons happened and I have moved on...don't wanna dwell on it.Some things are just not worth my thoughts...As usual,felt lost...
I hate or despise no one...I just wanna be left in the wide ocean,fending for myself this time.It can be tough hiding your feelings and tears from others,but now I'm more determined than ever,not to let such situation befall on me again...no matter how hard it will be.The only person I miss and felt that I've let down is Chloe :(
I wouldn't say that the same ol'Ash has evaporised...cause there is a certain part of me remain but a part of me has evolved into another person which I don't know myself...Doing this might backfire or it might be a blessing in disguise but I'll take whatever chances and risk to protect myself...at least I won't be that torn and faded wallpaper anymore...evolving into someone to be reckon with.

At least now there is someone there to always make me smile and laugh...making lame jokes and asking silly questions...and the biggest thing I'm missing out on as well is Laguna Beach - totally miss the drama.Basically major goofing involved with K.S

Fear-Sideways

S-Grunge

Sleepy+BlockHead

Mischa Barton Vogue UK

2006-10-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

Mischa Barton Vogue UK
I think this is by far one of the most beautiful photoshoot Mischa has been involved in and the interview is pretty intensive.

My Little Miss Sunshine

2006-10-07T17:29:00.000+08:00

Watched the earliest slot of "Little Miss Sunshine" with E...10.55am in the morning at Lido,I love everything bout' that show...I love that little girl Olive...I love their Volkswagen Camper...I love Toni Collete.Dysfunctional family living a very simple life but yet being so happy.Motivational!!! And one important fact I've learnt from that movie...Beauty pageant queens do indulge in ice cream - Cherry Garcia from Ben & Jerry's
"Hugo" Up to 80% Bazaar Sales...Tons of people but boring stuff
Lunch @ TCC...Boy,its sinful!!!...ate oven baked chicken with linguine,choc devotion and a cup of latte with honey...the latte was way sweet with a capital S, E couldn't even drink a mouth...Forced myself to finish the entire glass.Choc Devotion...sorta choc souffle with choc "lava" sauce oozing out while eating :P Bought a cake for E,"supper"consumption in case of hunger while studying :)
& see me worshipping my newfound religion..The Al'Mighty Caffe Mocha --->

Al'Mighty,Bless Me With Energy Through Your Caffeine

Sipping

Dunzo!!! *BuRp!!!

Mischa Barton Vogue

2006-10-06T12:29:00.000+08:00

November 2006 Issue "Vogue" - Mischa Barton

Watched "World Trade Center" yesterday...I did not really enjoy that movie though.Something is just missing and I couldn't name it.Its really general and sorta fluff.Everything happened so fast in the beginning and kinda dragging in the back...Nicholas Cage and his fellow buried underneath all those rubbles,and guess what?! The al'mighty Jesus guest starred too...with a bottle of mineral water. Seeing those family members'anxiety and uncertainty;going through all that turmoil...pretty heart wrenching.I just love that scene - Maggie Gyllenhaal crying in the arms of her father...saying "How do I tell Bianca that her father is dead"...Now I'm converted to a Maggie Gyllenhaal fan.Brotherhood,love,sacrificial,pain...all those are covered in this movie just like blood smeared everywhere.Tons of respect goes to those who perished amongst the rubbles of World Trade-sacrificing their lives to help people they don't even know :(

Watched "Stay Alive" as well...this time on youtube-yea the ENTIRE MOVIE...haha! Slapstick horror but I enjoyed it...Samaire Armstrong and Sophia Bush starring...avid gamers should be frightened after watching.Oh and that silly countess...totally silly.Love goth Sophia in this movie...especially her death scene - she was hanged upside down and the countess was standing in front and when their vision clicked...Sophia made this kickass statement "Go Fuck Yourself" than she got slashed to death.Samaire Armstrong did live throughout the movie and there is a surprise towards the ending of the movie :) which in the end helped in their survival

Ronald Stelzer

2006-10-03T16:28:00.000+08:00

A shoutout to Ronald!!!! I'm sure you'll feel proud to see your "MP3 Advert" on the billboard? Hey Ronald...I do wanna thank you,for being there for me...encouraging and consoling me when I'm feeling down.I'm really sorry bout the other time when we agreed to go out but in the end...I'll promise you we'll hangout soon yea?!

Friends Forever

2006-10-03T15:17:00.000+08:00

"What is a friend? A single soul in two bodies" - This quote has touched me deeply,it has summarised what I wanna say bout' friendship in just one short sentence.

Through it all,the ability to share my everything with two of my closest friends is by far the highlight of my life.Upon realisation,it has been a marvelous 7 years of friendship - Drama,Tears,Laughters,Anger occurred...with two of the most beautiful ladies.As most people say...it seems impossible to own a close friendship with the opposite gender.'..I'm proud to say I've done it.Touching on that,it brought back memories of me tearing while watching "My Girl"...the scene where little Vada beside Macaulay Culkin's coffin crying...beggin'him not to sleep anymore.

Concerning my two closest friends,it indeed strikes a balance;just like Yin & Yang. Both are beautiful.One thinks ahead and strong while the other one takes everything easily,with a happy-go-lucky vibe going on.These two ladies complete my life...Looking forward to more years of friendship,to see all of us ageing gracefully;spotting our adorable cute toothless grin and wrinkled "raisin" skin.Like what they say..."Friends are God's way of taking care of us"

Shir...you are the one KS and I can always count to when it concerns our problems.You just have the ability to make everything seem so simple...and to provide solid advice.In any case without you,I guess I'll feel very lost.You are not just beautiful but strong and you think far ahead for the future and I do wanna thank you for always being there for me...Looking forward to your wedding with Ron and we've settled that I'll design your wedding gown rite?! And lastly will ask you out more often for our BBT and Watson "dates"...seems like "Er Tou" is our favourite hangout place afterall * Chuckles...lol :P

KS aka Rem...my Bitchface...you know I do love you,all those negative comments are just for tease and for my entertainment purposes...I don't mean it...or maybe some of them haha!Remember those days in secondary school,you are the wallpaper,only being noticed by people through your messy uniform,your horrendous eating habits and your not-yet accustom wierd taste in guys...I'm so proud of you because you evolve and you have emerged as a phoenix in your own league...You are not only beautiful on the outside but definitely inside too...constantly providing laughters in everyone's lives.

Too Little Too Late - Don't Come Beggin'

2006-10-03T14:39:00.000+08:00

The lyrics of Jojo's "Too Little Too Late" reflects what I wanna say to the one who pretends to know it all,both legs aboard,hoping to get the best of both worlds;one word I can offer...Scram!

[Verse 1]
Come with me
Stay the night
You say the words
But boy it don't feel right
What do you expect for me to say
[You know it's just too little too late]
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin' don't fool me
Because to you
Its just a game
[You know it's just too little too late]
So let me on down
This time has made me strong
I'm startin' to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know ...

[Verse 2]
I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
[You know it's just too little too late]
Go find someone else
I'm lettin' you go
I'm lovin' myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
'Cause you know ...

Narcissism!!!

2006-10-02T18:17:00.000+08:00

Chorus of Kaci Brown's "Unbelievable" - The magical moment that Lauren Conrad & Jason Wahler's lips touch.In the end Jason still broke Lauren's heart.A lesson learnt,be strong and move on from a failed relationship,...not letting things from the past haunt and pull you back no matter what.Its always brighter and greener on the other side of the pastures so no point giving it another try when things are already obvious.
I wouldn't name it camwhoring...lets just say...its more of narcissism so here it goes again 1...2...3 SnAp!!!

Coach 65th Anniversary

2006-10-02T14:12:00.000+08:00

Happy 65th Anniversary To Coach

The 65th anniversary of Coach presents a wonderful opportunity to look back at decades of design - and to what's next.There's a synergy between past and present thats best exemplified in the disctintive way Coach continually evolves its iconic elements.Yet the meticulous craftmanship and attention to details never waver.The quality and integrity are still paramount.Since enduring design is on of Coach greatest legacies,it's no surprise to find features familliar from generations past incorporated into one of its newest collection, Coach Legacy

A*List Dogs

2006-10-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

Its time to show some lurve for the dogs!!!For the longest time ever,the best accessories a Hollywood "IT" girl owns is...no,not her jimmy choos nor Chanel bag but a fragile little pup as tiny and "aneroxic" as the owner and with names thats saccharide sweet and creative like Tinkerbell,Ziggy,HoneyChild...These celebrity dogs lived the life of an A*lister;constantly being shipped around in the arms of the girls,breathing in the aura of these Hollywood babes;if not through their Louis Vuitton dog carriers.And now even these celeb doggies have their own blog,how cool can that get?!

And now for the dogs that revolve around in my life - Mine & my best friend Shir's

My KS

Shir's Dasel

Shir's Latest Addition
Lastly check out "Celebrity Dog Blog" for the latest updates on these celebrity dogs - * Click picture below to access Celebrity Dog Blog

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Fellow Bitchface

2006-09-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

Miss my fellow bitchface so much,she is having a ball of a time in Penang...hope she'll remember to get my mooncakes...miss teasing her,miss her laughters,best friends do complete your life.
It's been two days since I've heard from that somebody...I'll see how long it'll take,definitely not gonna let that affect me.I'm so over that sorta stuff.
Finally to post two pictures of Shir's lil'brother...aint it the cutest darling?Aww...

Teen Vogue Young Hollywood

2006-09-30T20:38:00.000+08:00

My favourite bunch of Hollywood "IT" girls spotted at the recent Teen Vogue Young Hollywood Party...all looking fab!

2006-09-30T16:01:00.000+08:00

Switched my blogger to beta and damn that dumb bar hid my icon and I couldn't even access to view my post.Changed my entire layout and I'm so loving this new layout :P Totally drained after sitting there,editing all those stuff...will update tomorrow again - signing out!

Back Off!

2006-09-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

Gab,I know your intentions...if you think just sending me that message,asking me out will make things work.C'mon the excuses you gave to lure me to meet you is just silly.The whole idea is just plain stupid!C'mon you are not even ready to handle stuff,what makes you think its gonna work out...I gave you a chance in the past but you took me for granted so now back off!

Cavallari & Conrad

2006-09-28T13:26:00.000+08:00

The Cavallari VS Conrad Saga resumes...The two arch enemies of Laguna Beach finally put everything behind and made up?This is what everyone wants to know...Are they friends or aren't they?!Kristin & Lauren acted all chummy and close with each other in these photos.As we all know...Laguna full of drama and fake personality so...let the truth reveal by itself

Mischa & Me

2006-09-27T13:39:00.000+08:00

John Mayer's "Continuum" streaming on my computer...album not that bad though I'm not a huge fan of him.Was listening to Paris Hilton's "Jealousy" - A stab towards Nicole?! I'm in jealousy mode too... nonetheless;it all leads to photoshop to make me feel a lil' better

My Breakup Soundtrack

2006-09-26T10:54:00.000+08:00

Watched Laguna Beach Ep 6 - "Headed For Heartbreak" Cameron is just this huge player...first Jessica,than hooking up with Tessa than back to Jessica again.Giving Tessa so much false hope that it might be possible and that Cameron might even settle down with her and in the end,Cameron cosied up with Jessica on his birthday...Tessa seeing it with her own eyes.

Read this somewhere...Love is like a shooting star,started off bright,gleaming with hope but in and instance,all those will just run across your bare eyes...fading and vanishing just like that. I'll agree to that to a certain extent...maybe a huge extend,Love can make a person feel whole...feeling loved,squirming for hugs and kisses but yet destroy a person utterly,leaving that person feel lost,demoralised,timid,depressed.Everyone owns a heartbreak song...that song is the only thing that shares your woes at that point of despair.The lyrics helped to pick you up from your fall.I own two...first Keith Varon's "Honestly" and second Kelly Clarkson's "Addicted"...now what's yours?

Not going through a breakup...just felt strongly towards this topic after watching that episode of Laguna Beach,people can be deceiving...making use of the trust we gave,in return only to hurt us...leaving us there licking our wounds;only to look back and realise that its just plain stupidity...to plunge in deep when its not meant to be,even from the beginning.

The Player & His Girlfriend

The Girl Who Was Enticipating - Seeing With Her Own Eyes

Her Hurt Reaction

Cosmo People

2006-09-23T12:26:00.000+08:00

Was tempted to get the latest issue of Cosmo Girl cause Kristin Cavallari is on the cover...though the shoot seem amateurish but Kristin still my fav laguna babe...after introducing Laguna Beach to KS,shes pretty much hooked on it too.Everyone just want their bits of drama! KS,this is for you...Jessica JESSICA Jessica!!! haha!And FINALLY Shir & me had our dose of BBT...damn those cravings!!!Paid a little visit to Shir's place in the night...Posted some new pictures of last night :)

Black & White

2006-09-22T12:16:00.000+08:00

Not been sleeping well...The mountainous amount of dreams (Not obscene stuff,mind you!) is draining my energy away.The dreams appear to be something which I'm longing and everything seems perfect but as what others say...Dreams tend to be the opposite from reality.Sometimes I wonder if I even matter to D...or I'm just one of the many.D talked bout being open towards meeting people now and I'm sure it sorta hurts to hear that...I wouldn't even dare to ask for my chance because I know the answer.Everything seems clear as though its written in black and white.Maybe I'm just meant to be by D side,always listening and consoling :(

Jessica Alba

2006-09-20T12:48:00.000+08:00

I know I'm gonna do this one day,like some groupie,fanatics...to show my love towards Jessica Alba lol! Damn she is SCORCHING HOT!!!...Shes my love,my muse,my everything! This is getting crazy...loved her since "Flipper" era than comes Max than my beloved Honey Daniels! Sadly Jessica is deeply in love with Cash Warren :( But its alright...as long as shes happy than I'm fine...damn my obsession is gettin' outta hand!Anyway Jessica Alba is in talks bout'starring in the Hollywood remake of "The Eye" taking over Lee-Sin Jie's role...Eye candy in that horror flick,how cool can that get?!

Darius-Be Strong

2006-09-18T12:03:00.001+08:00

Darius...Be strong alright,remember what you promise me k?Now I know you might be devastated and frustrated because the end was recent and there are people constantly telling you tons of stuff...all for the sake of consoling when you just wanna be alone.Sooner or later you will snap outta it and things will be alright.No matter what I'm still here listening and talking to you...Don't wanna see you being so unhappy :(

Shir's Brother

2006-09-18T11:44:00.000+08:00

Congrats to Shir for having a lil'baby bro...that gotta be the cutest thing I've ever seen in such a long time...can tell shes pretty excited bout' the new addition to the family despite the fact that her dog Keke gave birth to two bitches ( a lil'wierd to use that term,sounds wrong lol!) Photos courtesy of Shir...edited the pics a lil sorta to make the baby glow haha! Afterall its godsent gift!

Laguna Bi-otch

2006-09-17T14:50:00.000+08:00

Oh God I'm seriously gonna die of excessive laughter...watched "Laguna Bi-otch" which is Laguna Beach's spoof...HILARIOUS...familiar characters like Kristin,Jessica,Alex H,Jason,Talan and Polster are in it,you gotta watch it for a laugh man!This like the real Laguna Beach - Tons of bitches & drama!!! haha! Damn this thing reminds me of Adrian...who used to spoof Laguna just to make me laugh.Guys...scroll down to watch this silly parody!

Get this video and more at MySpace.com

Lose To Regret

2006-09-16T18:01:00.000+08:00

Seems like now people that was once...is trying to get back into my life again.Sending me messages telling me how remorseful they were,asking how am I...this is seriously stupid!At the point of ending things,everything seems brutal and there were no spaces for regrets and now after so long,this comes.Do not come sending me all those messages-total bullshit!Before I see u as tall as a sky-scraper but now I see all these people under my feet.Thats why I do always believe in doing my part whole-heartedly in a relationship and if it still does not work out,there will not be a sense of guilt or regret.Cherish the person that you love and not lose to regret

Rachel Bilson For Teen Vogue

2006-09-16T17:53:00.000+08:00

Rachel Bilson For Teen Vogue
Behind The Scenes For The Photoshoot For Teen Vogue

Not A Player

2006-09-15T20:55:00.000+08:00

Its been two days since I've really talk to N because at this point of time,I feel that its pretty much not possible between us.Its no point when my heart doesn't belongs to N...definitely not a player.Been rather cold to K.S lately...not that I detest her or anything like that,just pretty pissed with her...calling only when shes bored and on the way to work,kinda making use of me to help her rid her boredom...thats what friends are for BUT NOT ALL THE TIME.Let me guess...after reading this post,K.S is gonna not reach me in the next few days...God I know her inside out!

The Girls Of The O.C

2006-09-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

The Girls Of The O.C - Mischa Barton,Kristin Cavallari & Lauren Conrad
Spotted at various fashion shows of The Olympus Fashion Week

Laguna Beach 3

2006-09-13T15:12:00.000+08:00

Currently in the process of watching Laguna Beach 3 and damn I so wanna strangle Cami,how much I detest that girl!!! And how sick can Breanna get when she was the one to invite Raquel to her party,than to ignore that poor girl.My favourite Laguna charater,its gotta be a cross between Tessa and Raquel.But things are just so different...I miss the ol'Laguna Beach...Kristen Cavallari,Stephen Coletti,Lauren Conrad and Alex H.

Things Revolving

2006-09-11T14:58:00.000+08:00

Uploaded two random pictures of Joanne and me,can't remember when it was taken though.Taken using her mobile thus the pictures seem pretty grainy.
After 2 days,flu and throat irritation seems gone but the bump at my left eye still hurts,been drinking tons of water and applying that eye medicated gel ( Calve blood is one of the component,that is gross )
After my trip to Bangkok,everything seems to change...seems like everything is against me(Paranoid ?) Al & me ended,My mobile crashed,Fell ill...and now another person came into my life.Everything happens for a reason but I can't possibly handle things that are far too tremendous for my state of mind now...just see how it'll goes...

To Shir : Thanks so much for your advice last night,it sorta enlightened me...felt relieved after hearing those words of yours.I know I can always count on you for advice.
To Darius : Hope you are doing well,I don't have the right to tell you much.Anyway someone tends to stand at the losing end in a relationship...just remember what I said and jia you!

Teen Vogue October 2006

2006-09-11T14:33:00.000+08:00

The cover of the October issue of Teen Vogue is out and the beloved Rachel Bilson is on the cover...how wierd can it get as the September issue was Mischa Barton,The O.C Affinity?!

Few Pictures From Bangkok

2006-09-08T11:58:00.000+08:00

God...it seems that now "Niagara Falls " is situated on my nose,it can't stop running...need some clarinase.Fell ill not long after I'm back,no offense to all thai...just that I'm so used to living in a clean fish tank called Singapore.
Celebrated my birthday @ the budget terminal...pathetic,and I had to stuff myself with all those huge slices of choc cake in order to board the plane...eww!

Its been a exhausting trip,daily retail therapy to nurse my desire for shopping...can't imagine more than 8 hours of shopping non-stop...Its pretty much nothing as I'm trained for that by my dearest mom,Patricia Mok...time to step down your throne,my mom is the new Shopping Queen...haha just that she cant do that squirm that Pat always does.2nd time to Bangkok and kinda boring,The worst...Tata Young's new song "El Nin-Yo" is stuck in my head...catchy,even Chloe is singing it everyday.TONS OF LABEL REPLICA'S...Chloe,Dior Saddle,Balenciaga,Coach...You name it,they'll have it!!!...They even have True-Religion and 7 For All Mankind...Argh!
Went for traditional thai massages (My skinny bones almost broke) and feet reflexology (Ticklish at some point of time)Went to Siam Paragon for the first time-went into D&G...for once I felt so intimidated going into a boutique...damn their coats are sleekThey even have a underwater world inside the mall,this is how huge it is.
Even tried their 7-11's Slurpee...the ice is so coarse,comparable to Ice-Kachang...and who can forget the heaps of Papaya and Mango Salad,the continuos bowls of Tom-Yum.ooOOH and all those Transvetites,gorgeous...Bangkok- Been there,done all...ate,shop...whatever you can think of.Don't think I'm gonna go back there anytime soon.

Back

2006-09-07T14:10:00.000+08:00

Back from Bangkok...EXHAUSTED!!! Will update again tomorrow, falling ill soon

Happy Birthday Ash!

2006-08-30T05:17:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday !!! To Myself lol! 30th August has arrived and honestly August is my favourite month,theres just something about it.Leaving for Bangkok in a few hours time.My 2006 birthday...I'm just so not myself,just pretty much wanna be left alone, thanks friends for asking me out.I gave up Kate Spade,got a Prada messenger bag instead,this I'm looking forward to haha!

This year is pretty hard on me,constantly feeling the gravity pull...negative situations and things are sorta pulling me down...yea I sorta fell in a very hard way and I'm forced to learn in a harsh situation,with everyone wanting to see me back on my feet but as my philosophy in life : Things happens for a reason! Sometimes stuff are not as complex as what we,humans think it is. Maybe its a blessing in disguise because I realised how sheltered I am throughout my life,being too weak because of that reason.

This is to AL...DD,I Love You ( People,don't read this if you can't take it,its basically meant for the rightful person )...I'm seriously touched that you did that for me,its not something major but its something that mean tons to me,I felt that I really mattered to you :) Maybe afterall,you're not verbal but definitely romantic,hehe :P

This is probably the last post before I'll leave for Bangkok,not exactly looking forward towards it but I guess I need this,to get away for a short period of time.Packed my luggage and bought tons of tees,hot weather there...and my "DEAREST" pouch of facial products lol! I can't live without it,its my life!!! My friends should know that I love taking care of my face...and people,have a strict facial regime;now you don't but you will realise the effects when age starts to take its toll

My luggage packed...ooh my Abercrombie heh!

I'll protect this with my life lol!

Last but not least,HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Ying Xi,someone whom I know in my entire life that shares the same birthdate as me;have fun and drinks up!!! Happy 30th August everyone!Will post when I'm back in Sg :)

Blogging seem so far yet so near

2006-08-26T16:23:00.000+08:00

Like this raw,rugged edge to this picture :) Rock & Roll

Been pretty busy handling personal stuff that I don't even have the time and body constituency to blog.Things that happened in the past seem to have its way creeping back on me.Kinda changing into a hypocrite...putting on a strong front while I'm struggling to stay above the surface.But whatever the case is,I'm still gonna work wonders and make things smoothly...* fingers crossed. Been coughing badly yesterday...chest tight and having dizzy spells ( Think I gotta get iron tablets soon)

I can't believe I'm watching reruns of The Hills again...I just can't get sick with that show...Somebody please help me.Not gonna catch Laguna Beach this season,minus Kristen Cavallari,Lauren Conrad...everything in Laguna Beach 3 seem bland in comparison.

Still no replies from my application...not putting much hope in,as a matter of fact...I'm actually regretting sending it in,hopefully i will not get that job...a few of my classmates are working there,dunzo!
This time round,I hope I'll get a mail soon informing me that I can get to New York to the VMAs...that would be so exciting!Ash...keep on dreaming and things might go your way

The O.C Season 4

2006-08-22T16:44:00.000+08:00

The O.C Cast Season 4 Promos

God I hate to look at these new promo outtakes from The O.C Season 4! Mischa Barton is not included in them.Marissa Cooper is not exactly my favourite character in The O.C,living with a dysfunctional family...leading the orange county lifestyle;looking perfect all the time...typical!But at the same time she is not as loud as Summer Roberts and Marissa's wardrobe look tons better lol! Whatever since Mischa's character has been killed!

Credits : Rachel-B.Net

Bianca Ryan

2006-08-19T16:47:00.000+08:00

This talent show "Americas Go Talent" ...the winner has been announced and it is a 11 year old girl.Bianca Ryan is seriously the most talented 11 year old in the world.Her voice is just OUTTA THIS WORLD!!! I admit I was actually tearing while watching her performance,I was actually so god-damn proud of her.My goosebump was all up,she can easily win so many "proclaimed" idols with her voice.Check it out for yourself

Bianca 1st Performance

Bianca's Finale Performance

Turmoil

2006-08-19T15:59:00.000+08:00

Sometimes life can be filled with turmoils and totally full of drama!
Was watching this Hong Kong drama series,a Pathologist was at home with her best friend,eagerly whipping up a grand dinner for her boyfriend;waiting for him to come home.Soon she received a phone call from her superior that she has to handle a new case and do an autopsy for the victims,she agreed and went down to the venue of the murder and to her dismay,the victim was her boyfriend,lying on the ground dead.It was tough to watch her struggle with her inner-monsters,being brave and insisting on doing the autopsy for her boyfriend personally.Standing in the rain,feeling the pain and being so lost.Being a women,losing someone she love in just a flick of a second and having to be brave to handle it well...totally respectable!

Self Proclaimed God

2006-08-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

In Keith Varon's "Honestly" Mode - My new love!!!
Not been updating the past few days,feeling pretty lethargic...Find myself often outta words,everything just crashed in my mind.This is what lack of sleep can do to one,frustrating!!!Hopefully my problem has been resolved and my feeling of neglectance will be gone...If my application is successful,it'll be a total icing on the cake,so looking forward towards a reply!

If I were God...

Just created a TeenVogue Community over at MySpace,so you might just wanna take a look...The community is for all MySpace account holders,to get the latest updates of TeenVogue.Show some love yea?!

Click To Visit TeenVogue MySpace

The Green Glow

2006-08-13T19:16:00.000+08:00

My guilty pleasure for the moment - Paris Hilton's "Fightin'Over Me"
Listen to this song and bask in FULL PARIS GLORY...Thats hot!

AshS totally addicted to using "Bitchface"...lol!
Pretty frustrated with my mood lights,despite me turning it off...it still light up by itself( don't ask me why ),I had to sleep with this green glow in my room...sounds as creepy as it is( see for yourself ),I don't give a damn...soon the batteries will be worn :)

The Green Glow

Bitchface & Babies

2006-08-12T17:11:00.000+08:00

Learnt a new term to have fun with - "Bitchface" Thanks Miss N ( Your the reigning Bitchface,no one can take over your throne...Love U! )
I let out everything yesterday night,feeling so much better..."AL" remember our promise yea?! Not to fight over minor stuff,and lets not take each other for granted :) I Love You!

Finally shout-outs to "Car" & "Jst"...
Car: Thanks for your constant support in me,really appreciate all those encouraging messages that you send me everyday...haha but please do not send me messages like in the middle of the night and I'm talking bout 4am,pretty scary to have my cell ring at that time.

Jst: Sorry Jst I might have gave you the wrong idea,its really impossible if you know what I meant...I don't wanna jeopardise the friendship either,sorry again :)

My Babies (Bird's Nest & Moto With My Vintage Key & Bling Crown)- I Swore By Them!!!

Marie Antoinette

2006-08-12T16:57:00.000+08:00

Sophia Coppola done it again - this time "Marie Antoinette" and Kirsten Dunst.I'm so looking forward to this flick...I guess it will be a notch higher than "Vanity Fair" Check out the pictures of Kirsten Dunst as Marie Antoinette as well as the movie poster :)

Satisfied?! Birthday This Year

2006-08-10T18:28:00.000+08:00

Now that I'm done with "The Hills"...feeling a lil'empty though and Natasha Beddingfield's "Unwritten" is constantly replaying in my mind.I miss Lauren damn much :(
In "SATISFIED" mode...just bought two Ed Hardy caps online,can't wait for it to be shipped here :) I'm not really into the whole Ed Hardy style but I can't explain the phenomenon on me being so captivated by that two caps.I'm gonna wear it to my trip to Bangkok,so looking forward...I so need to be away from Singapore for a while.I'm definitely getting that Kate Spade document bag and Hermes cardholder...a gift to myself for my birthday and a new beginning at Nafa.Seriously I don't expect much for my birthday wish this year...just want my life to be more subtle and smooth;to be successful in upcoming plans to release a label.
Lastly a picture of me and cousin posted here

Me & Joanne @ Our Family Gathering

Lauren & Breanna Conrad

2006-08-10T18:11:00.000+08:00

Lauren & Breanna Conrad

The Hills

2006-08-10T03:29:00.000+08:00

Drizzling...hot coffee in my hands and feeling fuzzy in my cardigan,I'm done watching this season of "The Hills"

I realised I'm so done with Kristen Cavallari...moving on to Lauren Conrad,she is one sophisticated lady.From Laguna to L.A... Lauren sure came a long way,sharing a new apartment with best friend Heidi.The process of watching Lauren's internship with Teen Vogue L.A (meanwhile coping with fashion school)... fumbling with fashion shows;getting trouble asap trying to get her friends into a private party to her ever-revolving relationship with Jason,it was a rollercoaster ride...comparable to the scene where Lauren has to jet-set from Los Angeles to New York(and come back on the day itself)just to pass a dress thats gonna be walked down the runway at New York Fashion Week !

Teen Vogue Office

Lauren & Whitney Gettin'Brief From Lisa Love

And I just cannot believe that Lauren actually gave up another internship offered by Teen Vogue to be at Paris for Paris Fashion Week just to be with Jason at their Malibu beach-house for summer...damn! Or is she just feelin'insecured about Jason's philandering ways?!

Lauren & Jason 's Malibu Beach House

The View From The Beach House's Balcony

Lauren Gave Up Paris Just To Be With This Guy

Another character that I really love is Lisa Love - West Coast Editor Of Teen Vogue. She is like this major matriarch whom Lauren & Whitney(another intern) felt intimidated...she is like a motherly figure!

Lisa Love - Stylish!

Sleep Over It

2006-08-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

ASH...BRACE YOURSELF UP! YOU CAN DO IT! IT'S ONLY FIVE DAYS...DO NOT BE TOO EMOTIONALLY DEPENDENT,YOU FELL HARD THE LAST TIME AND YOU HAVE PROMISE THAT IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN...SLEEP OVER IT AND SOON "AL" WILL BE BACK FROM TAIWAN!!!

Feeling way full now after pigging out and having my dose of Oreo Chocolate drink...Choco-licious!!! Got a lil'outbreak...but no worries,a lil' Proactiv saves the day lol! Uploaded two pictures( I look ugly in these two shots)over on Friday(If I'm not wrong)...I cannot believed it...we re-watched The Eye 2,and us fancy gettin'freaked out by the sound effect.And friends of KS...I'm sure you have never heard KS snoring out loud while falling asleep,snorts & grunts.Should have recorded it down and post in on Youtube,damn what a waste!!!

Teen Vogue September

2006-08-05T16:31:00.000+08:00

Mischa Barton scored another cover with Teen Vogue - September 2006 Issue.She look pretty laid back ; country girl. Prefered this than the previous cover...Sure revolved from Teen Queen From O.C to Glamour Actress From Hollywood - Do the comparation between the two covers :)

Teen Vogue September 2006

Teen Vogue June 2004

Dangerous Minds

2006-08-03T18:53:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Lavender...due to all those passport woes...shit!Was even checked out by this guy in the train,thats wierd...I don't know what garnered his attention,maybe my fly was open...lol! I just got back my digital camera and the "camera whore" crawled outta me :p Thats pretty much dangerous...gosh,no camera can land in Ash's hands,nah kidding!

**Ash wanna go Cabo,wanna go Cali...all for next year's Springbreak...working hard!!!

Significance Held In A Picture

2006-08-02T15:34:00.000+08:00

Finally found this picture of mine in one of my many photobucket accounts,thinking hard to remember each and every password of those accounts.Yea the quality of this picture is shit but it holds huge significance.I'm a happy man now :)

Crazy

2006-08-02T03:19:00.000+08:00

Baby...I'm Crazy...Baby...You're Crazy...Argh!!! Gnarls Barkley is playing with my mind,haha that song is stuck in my mind...groovy smoovy stuff.I'm in love with that song...for now!!!Missing "A" tons though :( Can't wait till dawn...hearing the voice that I want the first thing in the morning... YawnZzZ... Gotta go bed now! Update soon

Mischa For Morgan

2006-08-01T14:19:00.000+08:00

Marissa Cooper might have perished in The O.C ... or not?! But Mischa Barton still lives on...and that is in the fashion world.Mischa recently did a campaign with Morgan De Toi ( My mum was a fan of their stuff,haha ) And the result ...Phroar...a young fashionista! She looks wa-aay hot in those shots...I''ve pasted some of the promotional photos from the "Morgan De Toi" shot...pretty cool stuff...for my own enjoyment * ahem haha...nah sharing it too :)

Nocturnal

2006-07-28T03:03:00.000+08:00

Nocturnal...Insomnia...Eyes kinda droopy,feeling a lil' drowsy...almost fell asleep just now,but woke up many times in between Kelly Clarkson's "Beautiful Disaster"...due to her reaching for the high notes;finally gave up...came down,check mails and updating.Alone downstairs,living room dimly-lighted...7th month,gosh! Dead silent except the sound made by my keyboard. Am not gonna be freaked by that though.Tummy feelin'kinda queasy...argh all that neapolean ice-cream and full cream milk :( Trying damn hard to gain weight...my buddies have decided to take the easy way out to lose weight,Xando!!! Fann Wong is pretty convincing.The best strategy used by Xando Co. is to sign Moses Lim up!!! Pretty spaced-out now,gotta go lie down,maybe watch some tv or something...Nite

The Hills

2006-07-25T04:22:00.000+08:00

Watched the first episode of "The Hills" amd I'm totally lurvin'it...haha my new guilty pleasure(Can't wait for Laguna Beach 3 :P). Lauren Conrad (LC,the one in the center of picture above) has move from Laguna to Los Angeles...this means only one thing...MORE DRAMA!!! LC got that intern with Teen Vogue...and working hard not to jeopardise her intern despite the fact she sorta pulled her friends into a "Invitation Only" party.LC definitely put Laguna behind her back...nah not really...she brought rugged bloke Jason with her...damn he's practically milking on her fame(at least thats what I think)...gonna download my next episode really soon :p

** More LC news,recently featured on Seventeen...the outtakes are pretty subtle yet pretty,kinda Boho though...guess LC hitting the big wave,after Kristen Cavallari...Look below for pictures of the photoshoot

Runway Blues

2006-07-20T16:54:00.000+08:00

So not looking forward towards November-To be thrown into that deep ocean fending for myself.Yes...fashion is deep throat and sacrificial,like every typical fashion student might say "Fashion Is Passion"...Should I add in some hyprocriticism into it?! Who would admit they dabble in fashion for the money,glam and fame? Someone in the industry has told me that there are various categories designers are classified under,well...she told me I belong to the "Emotionals" ... a bunch of people who make themselves undergo a huge amount of pressure and stress in order to excel in their designs,therefore a huge possiblity of slumping into depression.Fashion is all bout'criticism either,and with a period of time struggling in that vast ocean,I've learnt to handle with all those sometimes "useless" comments and turn it into something constuctive thus turning a deaf ear towards such people.November...I'm prepared...Gott segnen mich ( God Bless Me!!! )

Ash Hollywood Dreams

2006-07-18T05:01:00.000+08:00

I've always been fantasizing about being a Hollywood "IT" Celebrity...alongside Mischa Barton, Nicole Richie, Lindsay Lohan, Jude Law, Justin Timberlake...Living the scandalous life of booze and $$$...hehe my guilty pleasure...dreaming away...If I'm famous...The first thing is...

My Billboard In New York

The second thing is ...

My Magazine Cover

The third thing is...

My Movie Poster...Premiere Galas...Ooh!

The fourth thing is...

My Own National Stamp!

The fifth thing is...

I'm The Sexual Desire Of All High School Girls!!!

Hmm...Am I thinking way too far?!Haha working towards there,conquer Caldecott first!

Vanity Fair - Sin?!

2006-07-18T02:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm...3.48am,insomnia...been up doing practically do nutin;checking mails,looking at auctions and reading entertainment blogs,feeling lost actually at this time actually.
Cyn came over to my place just now,what else to dye her white-hair ridded head...haha and the worst thing is she is only 17.Its pretty good to have her around,the entire mood has been lifted by her laughters.What I find amazing is,the usually "tom boyish" Cyn is actually commenting on cute guys(Who else but Edison?!),taking notice about her skin conditions and concern about her hair...haha I totally understand.Learn from a past geek(A HUGE ONE!) like me,an ugly duckling too can turn into a georgous beautiful swan..with the wonders of makeup and other products.Vanity Fair - Make Up & Airbrushing Rules! Ladies and Metrosexuals swore by facial masks and their vanity bibles;Magazines!!! Seriously its a hassle to abide to a rigid beauty regime but who cares if one can look hella'hot. One can never be satisfied with what they have,always asking for more...negatively;greediness is a sin but positively to upgrade oneself thus increasing one's market value.
Argh...talking bout market value,gotta catch some winks before my face turn into "Moon Crater" ...Auf Wiedersehen That's goodbye in German ;)

The Prologue

2006-07-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

The prologue of a new beginning has started...I'm a new and much stronger person.
To that person for letting me go through all those shit...no matter how much I wanna screw you upside down,you are still my benefactor in ways...you make me take no shit from people like you.
Although you are etched in my memories but no matter how hard it takes,how ruthless I have to be,I'm gonna do it! For once I feel liberated!